My life has just begun. MashaAllah, there so many 98's batch has returned to Allah in the same year. Sometimes, the thought of "They gone, so what was their purpose on living? What could have been done from them to the world?" always crossed on my mind. 

I also find those people who had gone are all from "Golongan Baik-Baik". Pernah tak kau dengar "Orang yang beriman takkan jumpa kiamat". Habistu kita ni? (Tepuk dada tanya iman)

In case, I'm still thinking what kind of life I want. Working hard for future? As if I could reach that day. My mindset only for "Believe in tomorrow, do your best for today. Miracles will be there for you". Haaa hasil tengok anime bnyk2 mcm ni lah. 

Whatever, what so wrong about anime kan? Everyone has their own way of comprehension. So don't tell me anime is just a cartoon because I've learned a lot from it. 

Come to think of it, I makes anime as my reference to live whereas I am Islam. To be honest, I do find the purpose of life in ayat2 al-Quran but not so serious in that because I afraid with my poor mind would bring to ajaran sesat lak. So, I only  read my Textbook agama from sekolah hee. Suits for my ages. 

At this rate, I must make a change for myself. From Maksiat Lover to PengAnti Maksiat. From Constant Cursing to Silence. From Anak Jahat to Anak Solehah. From weak to strong. But am I able to do all these things? I believe I can. It's only matter the time. "kun Fa ya kun". So, by writing this  I realised something about Islam.

"Whatever it is, never give up. Believing in Allah is something you can be strong enough to accept failures, & try again and again for a hundred years. The game of life only ends when we die. So, create your life. Keep walking and follow the flow, selalu bersangka baik. Benefits everything in this world even though it is JAHAT. Tak bermaksud jahat tu salah and baik tu sentiasa betul. No one will be able to tell if it's right or wrong till they arrive to some sort of outcome. The only thing we are allowed is to believe that we won't regret  the choice we made.